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FIRE EYE
01:08
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Every day I die, betrayed by his design
Feels nice
Begging to know why salvation is denied
Feels nice
I keep on falling but the bottom never comes
Deny the law of man that's rendered in our blood
They keep you hungry so you can't afford to run
I don't want the drugs
I don't want the drugs but I think I need the drugs
I'm so close to giving up and I do not give a fuck
Have you heard what's in my head?
Heard the howling of the dead?
Heard the calling of the end?
Heard a fucking thing I've said?
You know I get so sick
Just for the hell of it
Ruin my fucking life
I resent the world for what it's not
I fan a flame that's vengeance hot
Destiny mocks me from its throne
I must defeat you on my own
Blood from a stone, the grinding of bones
I must defeat you on my own
Armies of drones invading my dome
I must defeat you on my own
Gave me a pen, gave me a contract
I signed
Told me how it felt to be owned by you
Feels nice
Told me what to take, give my brain a break
Feels nice
Said what I should do if I ran from you
Think twice
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STARK LIFE
03:05
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Just another day of wanting to die
That's how it goes when you're living Stark Life
Just another day of wanting to die
That's all we know cause we living Stark Life
I want to live pain-free
But I can't and it hurts so I'd rather not be
You're crazy if you have no fear
Everyone I know has had a fucked up year
Mood drugs swim through my head
If I'm lucky then tomorrow I will wake up dead
All systems in the red
If I'm lucky then tomorrow I will wake up dead
Stark Life is a big black hole
And I'm not just talking about the opiate death toll
Not just talking about the mass shooting death toll
Not just talking about the suicide death toll
Barely got out, won't make it through another
If you think you need some help, it's a real motherfucker
The rulers on the hill don't give a fuck about your struggle
If you think you need some help, it's a real motherfucker
It's a sick sad world, that's American history
The poor in the void of compassion or victory
They preach God's love but it's all contradictory
Don't have to ask why, it's not a goddamn mystery
The money means more than you or I
You're just a statistic, who gives a fuck if you die?
A line on the budget they just can't afford
Unless you sell your body to their bullshit wars
$600 bil' in military costs
A freezer out back where ODs get tossed
Minutes to the buzzer and the odds are stacked
And they're counting on the fact that we ain't gonna fight back
So tell me are you gonna get organized
Or just stay awake at night wondering why?
Human desire cannot be satiated without cruelty
If you living Stark Life then you know the Stark Truth
That you learned from the suffering that you've been through
It's hard to give a shit when it all feels doomed
And these systems of oppression are meant to fuck you
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Hate to have to break it to you
They don't really give a fuck about you
Isolate myself, I'm The Isolator
Do a disappearing act, I'm the prestidigitator
Why don't they initiate the conversation?
Ignore all your mental illness complications?
It's 'cause they got their own lives now
And your bad energy is bringing them down
You get fucked up by yourself at night
Starving for attention, got an appetite
Now you're left on read, that's a red light
Hoping someone sees your posts on a website
Don't wanna be a space invader
Don't want no one invading my space
I don't even feel like a human
Won't win no medal in the human race
Wish I could slow down my brain
Everyday it's moving at a breakneck pace
About to leave this existential plane
I need someone to tell me I'm okay
I want to be left alone
I don't want to go
I want to be left alone
Wish I could go back home
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Peeling off my skin to find the strength I lack
Dead in every way, nothing can bring me back
Fire all around, familiar with the flame
Measure my whole life in increments of pain
Just one more defeat and I'm in the grave
All this to forget that it feels the same
Will I just keep losing more until there's nothing at all?
And so it's just one more defeat
Just one more defeat 'til I'm gone, all dissolved
Chest is full of prayers but there's no room for air
Talking to myself with you still standing there
How long must I wait to feel like I'm enough?
Suffered too much hate to still believe in love
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GODDEXX:
Under the baseboard
What is my heart for?
Carry me off towards
Something I'd die for
ELIAS:
Tell them a lie, say I've been fine
Straight bottom lip down the whole line
Swear to give up one million times
It fucked with my life, it fucked with my mind
Everything seems red and blue
Throwing up blood up in our bedroom
Throwing on a smile like it's a costume
Struggling to live 'cause you wanna die, too
Hide from the dread and resemble the dead
Hands trembling on the side of my head
Had to find help 'cause I'm ready to blow
85 bucks for an hour or so
Climbed up a tree, too scared to come down
Sharks circling as I start to drown
Put on this show, don't know nothing else
Mom told me I should ask God for help
Get me to the thing, the thing that gets me through
The source of all my pain, I don't know what to do
GODDEXXX:
Stretch and fade like the light that would kill you
If I held you to the knife would it thrill you?
Would you die or shine bright? I can see you
Let me dance into the night and I'll bleed through
And we're all here spinning
Just pretend we're living
But it's not forgiving
Oh it's not for giving
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run from your life
06:53
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Run from your life, the pain inside
You don't know why you have to die
Each new day still the same
There's no way, kill the pain
There's no help, don't feel well
Padded cell, straight to Hell
Kill my self, synapse melt
You don't know why you have to die
You have to die
The gift of life is a lie
You're denied, nerves are fried
What's the point? There's no point
You don't know why you have to die
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