The original 2013 album on cassette for the first time
Limited to 55 hand-numbered editions
New 6 panel art by GOBLINKVLT
Black-n-white dual color cassettes
Pad-inked cassette shell artwork
These tapes are designed to be displayed uniformly with our previous BLACKPILL limited cassette release
**All tapes will be shipped securely in double wrapped bubble mailers and sent via USPS First Class. Domestic orders should be received within 3-5 days of shipping with your normal daily mail.**
**USPS International shipping is extremely expensive right now. We apologize to our friends around the globe. It cost us $22 to send a single tape to Australia last time. European friends: Bandcamp only gives us the option to charge one flat rate - we will refund ANY cost difference in shipping of $2 or more when your parcel is shipped.**
Includes unlimited streaming of Help Yourself
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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2013 DELUXE DIGIPAK
Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album
original 2013 digipak pressed professionally in San Francisco
12 panels of full color art, photographs, and lyrics
100 were pressed, these 13 final copies were discovered deep in our tour luggage from years ago
Once these are gone, they will never exist again because we lost all the files lol
Includes unlimited streaming of Help Yourself
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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Arcane & Annul Double 7" *TEST PRESSING*
Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
This is a test pressing of our Arcane and Annul double 7" vinyl single
All tracks are vinyl exclusive and not available online
These do not come with any artwork or packaging beyond the plastic sleeves pictures
Arcane
A: As I Was Going to St. Clair (Dreampop version)
B: Depraved Indifference (Dreampop version)
Annul
A: Now I'm Fine (Punk version)
B: Satic Onanism (Punk version)
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lyrics
Most nights I dream about you dead
I want to set fire to all our things
How can you smother your own urge?
I wish I'd never tried to integrate you
I want to make you pay for all the soul I lent you
I want you to confess your life is safely soulless
You've subdued your desire and everybody knows
You think you're concealed but in your voice it shows
Oh no, in your voice it shows
(The worst thing you could be is somebody is love with me?)
You hate yourself, oh no, and in your voice it shows
Let us go back to the hotel
I never knew that I could feel so tended
Who knew one day I would wake up
In a world that can retract its fortunes?
I want you to admit you're so ashamed of yourself
I know I'm one to talk, at least I try to own it
You've siphoned my empathy and I want you exposed
You think you're clean but in your heart you know
Oh no, in your heart you know
(The thing you're running from is something we are all made of)
You're one of us, oh no, and in your heart you know
I can retreat no further
As far as history goes, I am dead
But I have found God and he is insufficient
All we do is abuse each other
Where do you think he learned it, mother?
Where do you think I learned it, mother?
Bloodless mutilation pierces bone and marrow
My assimilation, tormentor fed infernos
Look into my eyes and say "Why don't you cum like a good boy?"
Spit in your hand and make me cum like a good boy
You freaked out when I found a tissue you masturbated into
I took comfort in knowing I wasn't the only thing you came into
Crumpled up and threw in the trash